Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy but sad

Ever wondered how life can be sweet but cruel?

I don't know. I am now not too sure if I am viewing life with tinted rose glasses. Sometimes, I want to make a solid stand but after some alone time, thinking and thinking, I realised that all I have been looking at is merely just one side of the picture. My stand then falls apart, and I am back to sitting on the fence again waiting for signs.

Why wouldn't the world be much more simple? Do humans love to complicate matters or what? Or do they tend to not know about the fact that the past will always come to haunt you unless you acknowledge it or come to a proper conclusion for it? People do remember. It is a hard place to be in, not knowing much. As much as the word goes that ignorance is bliss, ignorance is bliss only for the fools. Fools don't survive in the long run unless they are very, very lucky.

Anyway, that may not really concern me very much, reality is still more important. Been real busy, and may get busier. I hope I can fork out enough time to learn something new soon, to meet up with old and newer friends, and to keep my mind fresh. My extended holidays are not over, but I should not wait too much for it to be over. I should make the best of it.

On a solemn note, I hope that 2008 will be a good year, and I'll do my best to make the best out of it.