Back? (Or not?)

It's been so long.

Whether I am back to blogging or not, it depends. It can well be a rush of energy for the moment.

But right now, all I really know is that, I am bored -_-;;

Well, work's fun, but sometimes, it doesn't seem happening at my side. Or I must be a plain boring person to be with. Meh, why am I putting myself down. It can get lonely here when you are new, but then, I've been through worse times before. Here, life is considered pretty good.

So, what's happening now? My position in life right now is at nowhere out of the sea. Waiting for the results all over again. Waiting to take the next step.

Just like the many retakers this year. I never expected a mini-alumni gathering at the examination centre.

It's like an over-extended holiday from SARS. It's worrying me. I feel slightly cut-off from the happening side from friends who are at university. How can someone understand uni life when he/she is not in it? Well, will try anyway...

May God see me through this uncertain period of time.

Aug 25th Japanese Summer Festival

Back from the dead! Well, here are some videos that I took of the event at Japanese Primary School today. Gonna put here for the record and also sending it to friends too.

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=65BE4BDBCE9BF284

As for the pictures:

Direct: http://share.click2down.com/uploads/festzip.zip

Indirect: http://share.click2down.com/files/festzip.zip

Too lazy to upload them one by one haha.

Thanks to Yuki (who invited us to the event) and both Ella and him for being with me ^^

Stressed

I feel like shutting myself out from the world. Stressed over things that are beyond anyone's control.

Not that no one understands, but it is truly difficult to get any help for things.

Time will heal all wounds. I just need the space.

Conceited-ness or ?

Well, was mulling over a bit of a conversation today about a display of certain kinds of attitude on personal blogs.

I wonder if it is the blogger or the supporters/haters to be pitied or to be hated.

Come to think of it, I do find it a little tad bit embarassing that I'm putting forth my thoughts on my blog like this. However, it is harmless, right people?

Maybe it is the kind of "conservative-ness" that Singapore has that prevents the majority of us from showing out our affections too openly. I prefer to think of it as being polite though.

Mushroom is coming down. Blog later.

The Road to Coming to Terms: Part I

I guess I am extremely lucky to have Plan B still. I am also heartened by the encouragement from friends. Those who know me, told me to stick to Plan B. Though who don't really, told me to go for Plan A appeal. (I get the best of both worlds huh? Nice. Thanks people!)

I love the irony somewhat, because if everyone told me to go for Plan B, I would feel like crap, and if everyone told me to go for Plan A, I would be quite worried about not being realistic.

How on earth do you expect to balance everything easily without a piece of each other? With something else? Might work, but it depends huh? There's some sort of balance in everything.

Things will work out somehow.